I have made a idol god out of myself. I’m tired. I’m tired of the back and forth between choosing you as God and choosing myself. I feel like a hypocrite declaring you to be my king to everyone when you and I know my secret LIES. I don’t want to expose them but that’s part of the problem. That might be what will help me become free. I desire to give you my heart. I desire to give up my plans for Life. I know yours are much better. I desire to take a bow and surrender to your Lordship.